First day of school...not so good :(

Well it's 3:40 and I'm exhausted. Today was Phoenix's first day of school. A few hours after he was there he had a seizure :( Mom and I rushed over there and the paramedics were already there and the ambulance was on their way. He was awake, but not totally alert, when we got there and he looked so vulnerable laying on the ground with the O2 mask on. My heart and stomach lurched. I rode in the ambulance with him to the ER and Mom followed in the car. He's a trouper! They did a CT scan and he was cleared, but the whole thing is emotionally exhausting. Once he feels better, he was back to his 7yr old boy self. Which is good but Mom and I are just mentally tired. He has a appointment tomorrow with just a regular doc, but we are hoping to get him in to see a neurologist soon! He's had seizures since he was a baby, but as of yet no one has pin pointed to why he has them:( So we will see...
My next work day at the soap factory is Wens, and it will be the first time I work by myself. I'm opening the store so that's cool. Not sure if I'm working with the guard thurs/fri before the weekend yet. I'll know tomorrow.
I wasn't going to go the dr. apt with the folks and Phoenix tomorrow but I'm on the call list for an emergency contact and I should be in the know with everything that is going on...
Mentally I feel like crap....for probably more than one reason! Going to veg out infront of the tv for a bit and try to relax my mind.


Well the watching tv idea didn't work out too well. Poncho was in our yard, so the girls were going a little crazy. I was elected chicken chaser. So I went outside and chased Poncho out of our yard, and a hen! Apparently he found a new girlfriend-fast work Poncho!
I got yoga in about an hour so that will do me good. Oh while we waiting around in the ER, in the next cubicle a meth addict was being seen. Apparently he started a binge of meth and cocaine on Friday, went somewhere to get clean, but ended up in the ER today...hmmm