These 11 days can't go by soon enough. I definitely have shortitis at work. I work about half a day and then the rest...I don't know what I've been doing but it's not work. There is snow on the ground, the mountains are covered and there is more snow in the forecast BUT I'll be in Hawaii in about 3 weeks! YEAH for me! I hope/pray that I'm making the right decision with this move but I can't focus on what ifs. I've made my decision and I haven't really been truly happy here...too much drama. Every year I have lived here I've moved, I've gotten divorced here, I've had my heart ripped out of my chest here (for the 3rd time of my life), and unfortunately I've ripped the heart out of another. I wish we were at different areas/stages of our life...then who knows?! So I am totally starting over. Tomorrow I go to the courthouse to start the process of changing my name back to my maiden name. My last name really doesn't "fit" me and it's not like my ex was an ass so that's why I didn't change it during the divorce. But with the new beginning, I want my old self back...maiden name and all. When I show up in Hawaii, my history will be only known to those close to me.
I have a handful of New Year's resolutions that I've made:
Be more earth friendly
Stay focused on my goals
Exercise more
Be Happy
Not to jump in too fast in relationships-to include sex
Avoid sick puppy dogs (as in guys that are just getting out relationships, separated men, etc.)
Live in the moment, don't worry/fret on the future
Find out what/who I am and what will give me peace and happiness
......to list a few :)
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