I'm officially unemployed. That hasn't hit me as of yet. The whole moving and leaving all my friends and my life here hasn't hit me yet either! I'm in denial big time. Went out last night with my friend for dinner. He's awesome. I get mad at myself cuz it's so hard to accept what he has to give....whether it be gifts or love, it's just so damn hard. I can't relax to save my life!!!! Hopefully I'll figure out all that sh*t while I'm in Hawaii.
Found out last week there will be another dweller in the household. He's a little guy but it should be interesting. I get to be the cool fun Aunt :)
I decided today will be my "bum" day. I've been doing stuff constantly since I stopped work. I think that is the reason for my denial. Yeah my stuff is packed, and I've been mailing out boxes but....it seems so surreal!
I just pray that things work out....my one friend told me that he couldn't do what I'm doing...just up and move. That it takes balls to do it! I haven't thought of it that way. But even M has made a comment! The whole "what ifs", what if it doesn't work, what if you can't stand living with mom and dad, what if it's not what you want?! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT! So I guess I should just try it out.
I got dinner with folks on thursday, spa/girly day on friday, and then another dinner on Saturday...that will be my last good bye's to folks. Actually I don't do good byes but see you later!
ARGH
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